I've been in England for well over 2 months now and let me say, it's been shaky. Between a mind altering breakup, dealing with long haul personal issues and trying to pay the bills I'm astounded I'm still here, hacking at it every day. I would definately do so many things differently but at the same time it's not in my nature to back down and give up when it gets hard. I've found a job I really like to do and I'm trying daily to be better at it, make more friends and generally work my butt off. I'm also trying very hard to stay sane and work on a shitload of personal problems that seem to have decided that now is the time for them to be worked on. Hence the lack of updates but fear not; despite the shit storm I'm clinging onto the one thing that makes it all better - art. I've got a lovely studio that I don't get nearly enough time in and I've even started work on some projects that have been literally YEARS in the making.

I'm determined to better myself, my situation and the way I treat others. I've just got to sit out the cyclone. Well wishes, support and love are appreciated and invited. xxx



I'm semi-working on some art projects that I could use your help on:

1. Finally working on my 'Mata Hari' piece, if you are a makeup artist, lighting operator or a stylist, please chuck me a note.

2. If you are male and willing to take off your shirt and be photographed AND you can get yourself near the Sheffield (UK) region, please contact me to be a part of the currently titled photo series 'Sheffield United'.

Also, now that I'm local to you UK deviants, if there is anyone keen to model, please send me a note too. I'm happy to meet folks in most places and deviants like `greenie can vouch that I'm not a crazy (Although I did steal his 50mm lens so maybe I'm a little cunning)


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